Monday 30th May 2011
There's nothing more frustrating than when you have your mind set on something and are raring to go and your body lets you down! I am so gung-ho on getting fit and keeping healthy and losing these extra ghastly kilos and am really enjoying the gym but I am finding that, between the lurgies and whatever else is going on inside, I don't seem to have the energy to do what my mind wants to. It is an absolute pain in the ass!!
After being at home with 2 sick kiddies at the end of last week I have not taken on their lurgy as my own. Finally they share something! lol
I have been fighting the fatigue since I gave up work and have refused to give into it. I feel so angry and stupid for treating myself so bad while I was working that it has gotten to this point!! I skipped meals, didn't drink any water and, between the juggle of work, kids, home and life, I basically wore myself completely out. Although I am now eating healthily, drinking plenty of water and exercising I think I may have pushed my body too far in the first place and I know it will take a while to get it better, but that doesn't stop my frustration because I am now in the right headspace for this to happen. So this week it is back to the doctors this week where I can ask the questions and hopefully get the answers to put me on the right track!
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