Tuesday 5th April 2011
I have noticed that since I have had a quiet last few days that my mind has started to work in overtime. I am a habitual stewer who thinks and rethinks everything over and over in my mind until I drive myself (and sometimes those around me) totally nuts!!
I know things are a lot easier now I am not working but I am a total control freak and can't handle things being out of control. The one thing that is out of my control at the moment is the sale of our house (or the fact that our house hasn't sold) I know it's a slow market but I am ready to move on so in my mind the universe should accommodate!! I think I am suffering a slight case of princess syndrome! lol
I read today that while you keep walking down the same road your destination will never change so today I stepped off the path!! Instead of waiting for things to happen I started new wheels in motion!! I must admit it was a huge step for me because I don't like to upset anyone or deal with anything serious but I did it!!
The other step I am taking is I have decided that I am going to join Chandler gym. I find too many excuses and reasons as to why I don't get out to do things and I know that the bargain queen in me won't let me make excuses not to go to the gym if I am paying for it! Hey, if that's what works to get me there then so be it!! There are no more excuses, it's time for me to move to the mountain and stop waiting for the mountain to move to me. Now if only I could stop thinking then everything will be rosy!! lol
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