Day 169
Lately I feel like everything is just spiralling out of control and that I can't seem to catch my breath or get everything done that I need to. I know it's because I am still getting back into the routine of being at work so I am hoping once I have my permanent roster things will start to settle down.
Last night my youngest daughter was up sick with a cold most of the night and I had a lot of time to sit and think while I wasn't sleeping. I came to the realisation that I overthink and stress about things waaay too much! I know that I don't have to keep working if it doesn't suit but I really enjoy it it!! It would also be so disappointing to chuck it all in so quickly after all the effort and extra work it has put on my family while I have been in induction and set up. Also I don't want to give anything up before I have given it a real chance. It's just so frustrating that things can go along so boringly, with no major incidents, until you start back at work and then the wheels seem to fall off!
I have decided that I am not going to stress over the things that I have no control over, I will just deal with them when they rear their ugly head!! So today I am chilling with my youngest girl and enjoying cuddles on the lounge and a bit of one on one time. The world can wait until tomorrow.
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